Friday, March 28, 2008

I've Become So NUMB!




I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
is falling apart right in front of you
every step that I take is another mistake to you
and every second I waste is more than I can take.

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I knowI may end up failing too
But I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there

1 comments:

...$weE+ 666... said...

hello? is there anybody in here? just nod if u can hear me.
is there anyone at home? come on, now, i hear ur feeling down.
well, i HOPE i can ease ur pain,
get u on ur feet again. RELAX! i'll need some information first. just the basic facts. can u show me where it hurts?

there is no pain ur receding. a distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
ur only coming thru in waves. ur lips move but i can't hear what ur saying. when i was a child i had a 'fever'. my hands felt just like two balloons.
now i've got that feeling once again. i caught a fleeting glimpse
out of the corner of my eye. i turned to look but it was gone. i cannot put my finger on it now
the child is grown, the dream is gone. i can't explain u would not understand, this is not how i am. i have become comfortably numb.

OK, just a little pinprick. there'll be no more aaaaaaaaah! but u may feel a little sick.
can u stand up? i do believe it's working, good. that'll keep u going thru the show. COME ON, IT'S TIME TO GO!

u know and i know, it's just not worth it to stay anymore... STAND UP FOR UR PRIDE! *hugs*