A good rest + Deadlines = No rest!

It has been a very hectic week for me and today..am trying hard to have a good rest.. hmmm how can i have one? As I about to lay my head on my fluffy pillow.. images of few proposals and things to be done intruded my exhausted brain... so I got up and start working on it.

Takpa, I got inspired by the head who tak kenal erti penat. His hardwork always get me inspired!
He's aint heavy he is my brother! :)

On top of that, got to review another proposal for NFC yang agak pending juga.. Waargh! Kena postpone la lagi harapan untuk good rest tu nampaknya..*sigh*

Along the process, I curi time to update this blog..hmm more like therapy session la..lagipun dah ramai yang poke me to update this sleeping blog hehehe

Oh ya.. in the meantime, if you reading this entry now, sudi sudilah visit my new baby
http://hand-pick.blogspot.com/ .
Yup, handpick.. a small online business do with Zarina (my best buddy) as partner.

Idea ni triggered when we were chatting about fashion and teringat my own experience spending RM 2k plus for a beautiful beaded chiffon for my wedding and get it destroyed overnight by an *urgh* tailor.. Nasib ada Amir Kadir yang save the day with a new kain and design (more money..Astaghfirullah..) Anyway...

Takpa, ada hikmah.. kalau tak kena, maybe tak terkeluar idea nak buat business ni. So we started with offering Designer Chiffon Saree from India. Honestly, if you think the price is expensive, you should compare the market price for it. Ada yang RM1k lebih (designer chiffon). Yang murah tu, kain yang kasar and non-beaded.

I have high hope for handpick. Our (Me n Rina) target is to position handpick as a portal that provides consumer unique (exclusive) selections of product. Be it Kain, Bags, Jewelleries or even home decor items. It's just a matter of time for us to expand. Doa kan ye.. Amin..


Ok .. nak sambung keja dah!

Assalamualaikum

New Episode This Wednesday..

I'm changing direction this Wednesday. Huge step? High risk? well, to be honest I don't know as I can't see the future. But I will regret if i don't take the chance now especially at this age. I think the best is TAWAKAL dan USAHA untuk yang lebih baik. Hanya Allah yang tahu what i really want in life and let it be our secret.


This blog has been sleeping for quite a while.. Its time to refresh it with the journey of my new life. Cuma masa je belum ada lagi. I'm sure I will have more time to write after this Wednesday..so till then..

Nonstop FEVER!

Demam baik demam baik demam... Fobia masuk wad ICU dek demam denggi berdarah masih terasa lagi. So kalau rasa-rasa demam especially tambah ngan menggigil waktu subuh memang soram skit..

Bayangkan, tongah hari ok siap gelak2 ngan memember ofis melantak asam pedas bekalan ibunda, alih-alih dalam kul 3pm camtu rasa tekak ni panas, pastu idung tersumbat tak leh nak nafas.

The scariest part was how I can feel drastically the symptom conquering my immunity system.… First sore throat, 30 minutes later spreaded to my nose causing me trouble to breathe, then 30 minutes later severe headache then vomit then I can feel my bone was shivering like `nak kena cili ngan nenek’ oooh.. dear.. Sikso nak call retailers persuade masuk campaign, idung tersumbat, nak nafas tak dapek. Mission totap kono accomplish.

Nak tunggu jarum kul enam tu rasa lama giler k! Tapi ku tahan Jebat! Nasib la my dear friend Rina sudi temankan ke parking. Yelakan, kang pengsan lak sapo yang larat angkat lak kan! Thanks Na! Appreciate it so much!! I was just too weak that time to portray any sign of appreciation. But the truth I was touched and sick at the same time. MMUUUAAAHHH!

En. Abang ku Baby ku lak time ni la nak wat magic main nyorok-nyorok kat parking tu. Orang dah nak pitam lagi mau bergurau senda dipetang Jumaat yang suci itu.. argh!!

Sesampai umah mak, fever terus up up and away! jadi lepat pisang la jap, berbungkus dari kepala ke kaki. Sedih kena tinggal sorang2 sebab suma kuar ngan aktiviti n commitment memasing. Well, Im a big girl right! *sigh*

Tapi thanks to Pat kerana sudi menjaga diri ini! sanggup berujan ngan si utih tomel beli panadol.. Makasih Pat dari hati yang terdalam uhuks! Kamek terharu sebenarnya, ya la mek suh kitak pulang jak sibuh neman mek gik, padahal mek sebenarnya takut diam sorang dirik..hehehe..

Makan ubat..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I've Become So NUMB!

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
is falling apart right in front of you
every step that I take is another mistake to you
and every second I waste is more than I can take.

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I knowI may end up failing too
But I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there